revival

i feel like this is what i need to come back.

when i say back that seems to imply that i went somewhere.
i guess i sort of did. just not physically.
my mind was filled with thoughts. thoughts that challenged me, drained me, upset me, and ultimately, carved the path back to me.

i was so buried in thoughts that i wanted to take a step back.
and just observe.
observe the areas of tension in my life.
i must have a role in all of this.
i must.
what do i do? and what should i do?
to say i have the answers would be a fib.
heck, to say i know how to get the answers would be an even bigger one.


but at the very least, i can praise my ability to recognize tension. and to demand a solution.


won't you join me?