not knowing which direction to walk or, to be more truthful, fall.
as the world continues to spin
and people continue to search the dream
the weddings
the babies
the stuff that one day will belong to someone else
i stay stuck somewhere trying to figure it all out.
trying to decide what it is i want.
well, i know what i want.
i want
a milkshake
waffles
pizza
red lipstick
earrings
a new dress
to bask in sunlight
to speak french
to speak english
to laugh. hysterically.
but these are temporary.
they are my next high.
and once they are gone, i will again be lost.
looking for some sort of path that, evidently, i refuse to take.
so why search?
i may just have to accept that i am a somebody who lives for the day.
only for that day.
and that's as far as my plan can stretch.
today..
i lived for fried brussels sprouts with balsamic reduction.
and it was lovely.
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